Date:
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Time:
3:22 PM
Title:
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.

I cried yesterday. Yes ,
i cried. Nobody knows I cried , except for God. Actually its nothing special. I knew it would happen to me someday , so i am not that suprise when it happened. I am just mad at myself.Really really angry about myself.Its not anybody's fault , but mine. I won't blame anybody else cz its my fault.I have think a lot of things yesterday night. I wanted to thanks those people that cheer me up and asked me not to think so much yesterday. Thank you guys.Today , i really don't have the mood to smile, not even to laugh. I force myself to smile infront of people.I have to act like nothing happen to me.I just don't want other people to worry about me.Life still goes on.I guess is time for me to grow up.&& I realize something , Family and Friends are the best.They are always beside you no matter what happens.I hope i can be the happy-go-lucky girl that i used to be.Tomorrow is goin to be a good day , isn't it?
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss you but I try not to cry"
As time goes by
And its true that you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye