Holidays are so freaking boring to me. Nobody sms me. Nobody call my hse phone or my handphone. Nobody chat with me in msn. OH GREAT ! -.- My handphone was just like an old useless toy. Somehow i feel like throwing it away. Damm lifeless lo me.Everyday sit there just to wait for people to sms me , call me. Oh lol. Stupid huh ? Damm it , now i gt flu and sorethroat. ==' Dun feel like talking to anyone. Perhaps i hope i wont be like last time. I gt serious case sorethroat and i gt no voice. I cant speak for sometimes. =O i hope it wont happen to me agian.
I really duno what should i do in this whole week. The past few days i just eat sleep play drink shit.Thats all. Study for my final exams? Nahh , no mood. i rather sit down there n daydreaming the whole day. Camwhore ? No mood oso. Clean my bedroom? I just cleaned it yesterday. Listen to music? I really going to be deaf sooner or later. Drawing ? my drawing sucks. Do my homework? Im so lazy to touch them. Go hang out with my friends? I no transport lar. Plus i dun feel like asking permission from my parents. Go shopping? No one fetch me and im saving money. X(

There was a tkd grading on the 19th of October. I duno whether should i go for the grading anot. Sir said that if wrong 1 steps then fail eh.&& I am so afraid to go grading alone lo. My frens are not goin bcz they are either poom belts or they gt pmr.Nobody gona teman me larr. But if i din go i will miss the chance n have to wait till next year leh.Long more way to go. Should i go? Or should i wait for next year? I really have no idea. Can u guys give me some suggestion?i really appreciate.

Daddy told my mommy that we are going back to hometown tomorrow.Omg wtf. I am so going to be bored like hell man. No astro , no computer and no aircond ! Oh gosh. I rather kill myself or run away from here. Oh god , can u help me? Can u tell me what should i do? Sighs.